100 Days Of Blogging #38 – There’s Been Some Life In My Life

I’ve been gone a little while. Life has been happening, and I’ve permitted myself to be a part of it. In the past, the guilt I would have experienced about not keeping up with something I’d set out to do would have been brutally heavy and mean. It would have mentally beaten me to a wretched pulp. 

But I’m pro-living these days. I’m pro-not-giving-a-fuck. I blogged for over a month before a day came when I let my posting schedule slide in favour of Ricky Gervais (SuperNature) and pizza. 

I’ve said it before, but I’ll repeat that I love blogging. There’s a magick about it which I’ve been riding since I started writing and publishing online in 2004. 

I didn’t expect to feel this way over a month into my 100 Days Of Blogging project. I wholeheartedly envisaged that I’d blog every single day or die trying. But I’ve been doing a lot of deep diving into my own head and have, over the past few weeks, realised that whether I post every day or not doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things. The sky will not fall, and I won’t be any less of a blogger or, indeed, a person. It would have been impossible for the Katie of a short while ago to consider thinking like this.

I know this sounds HUGELY dramatic for what it is, i.e. a week of not publishing blog posts. But for me, someone who has always been so fucking hard on themselves, it’s quite the turning point. And goodness, friends, I’ve genuinely had some life in my life this past week. As you’ll see soon enough. 

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